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razorsuKe
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Registered: Jan.04
Location: Irohazaka

I thought I was random.

So I thought my life was headed for another high peak.
Things were looking good, I had a lot of homework to do and stuff to prepare for but I was feeling good. I was random at MvC2 and we all know random = win. I'm random. So then out of a sequence of planned events this bullshit happens to me.
Why me, I am random.
So I goto Kensington to buy a Soul Calibur figure for Paul who works at EC, I missed his tournament and felt bad about it. I don't play SC2 but I still wanted to show my support. Anyway, for my apology, I went to the comic store there and bought the last SC figure from them. Turned the wrong was coming out and decided to park across the bridge then goto EC.
Come back, Matt wants a sub so we go down to kensington, I turn into some place and some cop is pulling everyone over. I was thinking I'm gonna fucking turn into the alley (I always try to leave room to escape somehow) but then I think man, I'm not doing anything wrong. My friends support me. So whatever... I pull over. WTF was I thinking, a cop stopping you can NEVER be good. In any circumstance.... why the fuck didn't I leave.
He comes around and tells me to produce my shit, I made an illigal right turn because during so and so hours.
He turns around and says shit to other cars. WHY THE FUCK Didn't I leave then? He didn't see my license.
So I get the ticket, $175. For making a right turn? Fuck you. No seriously, fuck you, fuck your fucking mother's fuck.

Now comes my dilmmema in my head. Theres just nothing a person can do about it. You bend over and recieve it in the ass and you can't do shit. Either way it goes, you either fight it, wasting precious time, or pay it, wasting precious money.
Why the fuck didn't I just turn away?
There were people just whizzing by, I axed him why he doesn't stop them?
"Oh I can't stop everyone. I wish I could..."
WHY ME?
I'm random.
Why the fuck does it have to be me.
My life was headed in a good way. I was gonna go home and finally get some sleep.
I'm random!! WHY THE FUCK ME. Pull someone else over.
Someone who has the time, who has the money. Who doesn't run shit.
I'm fucking random, it can never be me.

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razorsuKe
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Registered: Jan.04
Location: Irohazaka

I just hate feeling so useless you know?
I would say just kill someone to let it out but that won't solve anything either. Probably provide more stress.
Theres just no way to let it out, all the shit in my life.
No way to do anything about anything.

If money rules this world, this is the kind of shit that happens.
Nothing I can do.
The only solution logically, is to rule the world.

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Mar20, 04 2:37am

Rocky
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Registered: Jan.04
Location: Calgary

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He turns around and says shit to other cars. WHY THE FUCK Didn't I leave then? He didn't see my license.

He likely woulda saw your plate, which = fuxor^2.

I figure, everyone is random, but there's always a point when they're not. You just gotta take that shit, not bother asking "why me?", and be happy because you're likely not gonna get screwed over as you can return to randomness after paying the fine. (Paying it is indeed harder to do than it is to say >.< )

The feeling of 'uselessness', and about getting screwed over.. I can feel you on that one. For a democratic society, the average person can't do fuck all, especially against these little rules in society that still make no sense. School is often like that. Laws are often like that. People are often like that >.>

As for "all the shit in my life".. I've had a fairly good one by all respects, so I can't say much on it.

Try to put it behind you. I know its an absolute insult morally, but its about all you can do (again, easier said than done though). Hell, trying to change things will likely just cause you more grief, and likely you won't get a lotta recognition for your work. And for the notion about "ruling the world"... Too much work, and too many morons to screw with your reign. Roughly quoted:

"The vote of one mighty man is worth more than 10 votes of a common blockhead" ~Hitler on democracy.

Stupid people make stupid things happen. Be proud to have the intelligence to show you you're not one of the insuperior =D

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swordstalker
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Registered: Jan.04
Location: CaLgary

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Originally posted by Razor
The only solution logically, is to rule the world.

Well said.

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Wes
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Registered: Jan.04
Location: moomootown

congrats.

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Blitz
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Registered: Feb.04
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Yeah, it's like when i was playing the safari game and there was 1 second left and the stupid king lion dude kept running too fast and then i netted him but with one second left it was like GAME OVER and i'm liek FUCK FUKC YOUSOIUDFU OIYCCUKC YOU! X_O

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